california

driving with the windows down, wind in my hair, laughing smiling crying, ocean spray, salt tangled hair, fog forming the edge of the earth, magnetic turf, smell of scorching rubber, wide blue sky same sky keeping me sane distracting from those blue eyes. cherry cola, sunshine, candy eyes, disco balls, fish lips, fishnets, sporadic pouring rain. reptilia reptilia reptilia, this is it, despair kill me rip me apart locked box scribbling ink stains blood stains end this for me. fallen pedestal reorientation suntanned klutz. green grass, sun eyes, sprinklers "look out it's raining" skater boys sideways smiles messy hair up on a hill, stop to pretend, stop pretending, elation, desperation, lumberjack plaid, from at the top of the world to stuck in the middle with you. shiny cars, grassy lawns, sparkling facade, city lights, racing against sunbeams, living forever. orange juice dripping down your chin, sequins and faux fur, we bleed purple, cigarette smoke, ornate intricate jeweled music, minimalist, fairy lights, black and white, voice like money. smudged eyeliner, cappuccino froyo liberally adorned with rainbow sprinkles 40 pushups conceptual physics chocolate cheesecake bowling ball forever unfulfilled. hpg, ap carpet, bleacher, white shirt, apple, you, thank you